jars full of stars ( :

2011-01-15T05:38:00.001+02:00

Be hard on yourself.Easy on others.

untitled entry on a friday morning

2010-12-17T09:09:00.002+02:00

"Selemah-lemah manusia ialah orang yang tidak boleh mencari sahabat dan orang yang lebih lemah dari itu ialah orang yang mensia-siakan sahabat yang telah dicari dan berburuk sangka pula kepadanya"-Saidina Ali

winter blues

2010-12-12T21:23:00.005+02:00

winter's back again! :D

“Winter is the best season for the believer. Its nights are long for him to pray in, and its days are short for him to fast in.”

by ibn mas'ud.

however we aint got any snow here in egypt!

we've got mild sandstorm as i may call?

it was a very windy winter morning today.

10'C and we were kind of flying to gamaah.haha

this year's winter is a bit different from last year.

last year's winter came slowly, this year it came like" dush! hey winter's here today"

anyhow,

here's a little something for welcoming winter 2010 (:

Winter: The Believer's Best Season

Abu Sabaya

Article ID: 1460 | 1633 Reads

Here are four ways that they would benefit from winter:

1 & 2 – Fasting and praying

It was reported by al-Haythami in ‘Majma’ az-Zawa’id’ (3/203) with a hasan chain that the Prophet (صلى الله عليه و سلم) said:“Winter is the best season for the believer. Its nights are long for him to pray in, and its days are short for him to fast in.”

And Ahmad reported in ‘az-Zuhd’ (p. 118) with an authentic chain that ‘Umar bin al-Khattab said:“Winter is the prize of the worshippers.”

Ibn Rajab al-Hambali said in ‘Lata’if al-Ma’arif’ (p. 276):

“Winter is the best season for the believer because…Allah strengthens his practice in it by making worship easy for him. This is because in winter, the believer can fast during the day with ease without suffering from hunger and thirst. The days are short and cold, and he therefore doesn’t feel the hardship of fasting…

As for praying at night in the winter due to its long nights, one can have his share of sleep and then get up to pray afterwards and recite all that he usually recites of the Qur’an while he has had enough sleep. So, he can combine between the sleep that he needs and the usual amount of recitation of the Qur’an that he completes in a day. So, he fulfills the interests of both his religion and the comfort of his body…

And it was narrated that Ibn Mas’ud said: “Welcome to winter! Blessings descend in it, its nights are long to pray in, and its days are short to fast in.” It is also narrated from him and al-Hasan: “Winter is a wonderful time for the believer. Its nights are long to pray in, and its days are short to fast in.” When it was winter time, ‘Ubayd bin ‘Umayr would say: “O people of the Qur’an! Your nights are now long for you to recite in. So, recite! Your days are now short for you to fast in. So, fast! Night prayer in the winter equals fasting during the day in the summer.” This is why Mu’adh wept on his deathbed and said: “I weep because I will miss the thirst I felt when I fasted, praying at night during the winter, and sitting knee to knee with the scholars during the gatherings of knowledge.”

It was reported by Ahmad (4/335) with a chain authenticated by al-Albani in ‘as-Silsilah as-Sahihah’ (1922) that the Prophet said: “Fasting in the winter is the easy prize.”
Ibn Rajab commented on this in ‘Lata’if al-Ma’arif’ (p. 276):

“And the meaning of it being an easy prize is that it is a prize obtained without any battle or effort or hardship. So, the owner of this prize has been given it as a favor without any effort on his part.”

3 – Caring for the poor

Ibn Rajab said in ‘Lata’if al-Ma’arif’ (p. 281):

“Taking care of the poor in the winter and protecting them from the cold is a great deed. Safwan bin Salim went out on a cold night in Madinah near the mosque, and he saw a man with little clothing on. So, he took off his coat and covered him up with it. So, someone living in Sham saw in a dream that Safwan bin Salim had entered Paradise with a shirt he had made. So, he went to Madinah and said: “Show me where Safwan is.” When he found him, he told him of the dream.

Also, Mis’ar saw a bedouin standing in the Sun saying:

Winter has come, and I have no money * And such a thing can only happen to a Muslim;

The people have put on their coats * And it is as if I am in Makkah only wearing ihram…

So, Mis’ar took off his coat and put it on the man.

It was related to one of the righteous leaders that there was a woman with four orphaned children who were naked and hungry. So, he had a man go to them and bring them clothes and food. He then took off his outer clothing and said: “I will not wear these or be warmed by them until you return and tell me that they are clothed and fed.” So, the man went and came back and confirmed to the leader while he was shivering in the cold that they had taken the clothes and had eaten. He then put his outer clothes back on, and at-Tirmidhi reported from Abu Sa’id al-Khudri that the Prophet said:“Whoever feeds a hungry believer will be fed by Allah on the Day of Judgement from the fruits of Paradise, and whoever quenches his thirst will have his thirst quenched from the Sealed Nectar, and whoever clothes him will be clothed from the green silk of Paradise.” And Ibn Abi ad-Dunya reported with his chain that Ibn Mas’ud said: “The people will be gathered on the Day of Ressurection as naked, hungry, and thirsty as they ever were. So, whoever clothed someone will be clothed by Allah, whoever fed someone will be fed by Allah, and whoever quenched someone’s thirst will have his thirst quenched by Allah, and whoever relieved others will be given Relief by Allah.””

4 – Remembering the realities of Hell

It is reported in ‘as-Silsilah as-Sahihah’ (1457) that the Prophet said: “Hell complained to its Lord, saying: “Parts of me have consumed the other parts.” So, He allowed it two breaths of exhalation: one in winter and one in summer. As for its breath in winter, that is the bitter cold, and its breath in the summer is the extreme heat.”

Ibn Rajab said in ‘Lata’if al-Ma’arif’ (p. 282):

“And from the virtues of winter is that it reminds one of the extreme cold of Hell and pushes one to seek refuge from it…

Zubayd al-Yami woke up one night to pray. So, he walked towards the bowl of water that he would wash up from and put his hand it to find the water so cold that it was almost frozen. This reminded him of the extreme cold in Hell, and he did not remove his hand from the bowl until he later awoke and his servant came to find him like this. His servant said: “What are you doing, sir? Why didn’t you pray at night as you usually do? Why are you sitting here like this?” He replied: “I put my hand in this bowl and touched the cold water, and was reminded of the extreme cold of Hell. By Allah, I did not feel the severity of its coolness until you came just now. So, go and don’t tell anyone about this until I die.” And nobody knew of this incident until he had died, may Allah have Mercy on him, and it is mentioned in the authentic hadith: “Hell complained to its Lord, saying: “Parts of me have consumed the other parts.” So, He allowed it two breaths of exhalation: one in winter and one in summer. As for its breath in winter, that is the bitter cold, and its breath in the summer is the extreme heat.”

…How often does winter come then summer * And spring goes and autumn comes;

And we go from hot to cold * And the sword of destruction is raised over your head;

O you who is insignificant in this world * Till when will procrastination deceive you?

You who seeks what is temporary, till when * Will your heart be busy with what is temporary?

Strange is the one who humiliates himself for this world * While a piece of bread would suffice him for each day…”

So, these examples show that winter time is a special time that we should mark not by being down and inactive, but rather by reviving our energy in worship and servitude to Allah.

p/s: bitaufiiq wannajah to A2, B2, and C2 for our pre- midterm anatomy exam on th 15th!

pp/s:

QID!!

happy 19th in advance! thanx byk tlg ak (':

muahmuah! syggg ko!

UP! (:

2010-12-05T16:23:00.004+02:00

this is super duper cool!

.time flies by.

2010-11-28T20:10:00.000+02:00

Terasa seperti terlalu banyak orang telah dilukai. Maaf semua.

tinta dakwat biru

2010-11-18T20:13:00.000+02:00

saat tandatangan itu ak coretkan.

terdetik hati.

tanggungjawab baru telah diri ini pikul.

moga ak kental melawan rintangan.

moga ak bijak laksana tugas.

agar kelak.

tiada lagi air mata duka.

tetapi hanya senyum tawa (:

p/s: abah senyum je spjg hri wlupn seharian ke hulu ke hilir.

alhamdullillah.

ak bahagia.(:

pp/s: terima kasih kerana sentiasa ad spjg p'jlnn ini.(:

wahai Allah, syukur ke hadrat-Mu ats nikmat yg tdk disangka-sangka.

sungguh Engkau Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.

(':

18.11.10.

“The best charity is that given in Ramadhan.”[At-Tirmithi]

2010-08-30T16:35:00.006+02:00

.time flies, last ten days of Ramadhan.

It's Ramadhan, and you have all those extra money (or moolah, as I'd say it) in your wallet, or money box or in the bank... so what do you do with it? Do you say "Extra money is all miiiine! I can now purchase a PSP!" or do you say "I think I'll give this extra money to the orphanage nearby"

If you answer the latter; congratulations, you are on the right path to be a righteous and generous Muslim! ♥ ♥

“Allah will deprive usury of all blessing, but will give increase for deeds of charity: for He loves not creatures ungrateful and sinner.” ( 2: 276)

"Charity does not in any way decrease the wealth and the servant who forgives, Allah adds to his respect; and the one who shows humility, Allah elevates him in the estimation (of the people).” (Muslim)

In Islam, sadaqah/infaq/charity is HIGHLY noble and is always emphasized on, especially if you are granted with more wealth and more moolah from others. It helps the needy, the poor, the orphans, etc AND it increases your level of deen!
So to speak, if you are given much wealth, you are lucky because you are able to help the less fortunate :)

Surely Allah loves who gives part of his/her wealth to others! ♥

Giving sadaqah in Ramadhan is a BIG advantage. Prophet Muhammad s.a.w is EXTREMELY generous when it comes to giving sadaqa in Ramadhan. Imam Bukhari narrated that the Prophet was like "more generous than the wind that brings rain." See how beautiful is that? ♥

So use this golden opportunity and give, give, give! In fact, giving sadaqah is more blessed (and more rewards given) than in Syawal/Aidilfitri, so start practicing being generous! :) And remember, sadaqah must be done ALL THE TIME, but Ramadhan is special because you are encouraged to give more! :)

And also remember that sadaqah is BEST when done as humble as possible. Avoid riak (show-off attitude) and door-sized cheques. And sadaqah/infaq is not only in the form of money, but also in the form of food, clothes or other basic necessities.

In commemoration of the Holy month of Ramadhan,let us come together to lend a hand and help ease the burden of our brothers and sisters of islam : )

Malaysian Medical Science Student of Zagazig University Student Society in collaboration with the SISWA AQ will provide a breaking fast event with the residents Rumah Sentuhan Budi, Jln Ipoh, Kuala Lumpur.
Consequently, any donation can be directed to the bank account:
Maybank Berhad Program Kasih Sayang 2010.
164481109018 - Mohamad Zubir Ahmad. (Event Treasurer)

For further information: please visit this link.

any contribution from you is highly appreciated :)
May Allah bless you with even greater blessing, insyaAllah.

1st Ramadhan 1431H

2010-08-11T04:45:00.000+02:00

salam :)

on the Day of Judgement,

" Fasting will say: O My Lord I prevented him from food and desires so accept my intercession for him."

(Ahmad)

Ramadhan du'a : day 1

بسم لله الرحمن الرحيم

Allah, on this day make our fasts the fasts of those who fast (sincerely),

and our standing up in prayer of those who stand up in prayer (obediently),

awaken us in it from the sleep of the heedless, and forgive us, our sins, O God of the worlds, and forgive us, O one who forgives the sinners.

amin.amin, Ya Rabbal alamin.!

Ramadhan Kareem 1431H

2010-08-10T23:35:00.002+03:00

marhaban bikum ya Ramadhan :))

" Ramadhan is the month during which the Quran was revealed, providing guidance for the people, clear teachings, and the statute book. Those of you who witness this month shall fast therein. Those who are ill or travelling may substitute the same number of the other days. GOD wishes you convenience, not hardship, that you may fulfill your obligations, and to glorify GOD for guiding you, and to express your appreciation" (Al-Baqarah 2:185)

Finally, Ramadhan, the month we have been waiting for has arrived :))

One of the best part of having Ramadhan with us is this,

"when Ramadhan comes, the gates of mercy are opened

and the gates of Hell are shut, and the devils are put in chains"

(Al-bukhari and Muslim)

Isnt that amazing?

everything has its reason, so does fasting in the month of Ramadhan.

"Islam is built on five(pillars) : the testimony that there is no god except Allah and that Muhammad is the Messenger of Allah; establishing prayer; paying zakah; fasting in the month of Ramadhan; and Hajj to the House( the Ka'bah)"

This beautiful religion has its pillars and foundations that we need to adhere in order to make sure it becomes stronger.

Now, with the arrival of Ramadhan, we are given the chance to strengthen the current foundation of our ad-deen using one of the mentioned pillars- the pillar of fasting in the great month of Ramadhan!

And this opportunity that we have only comes once a year and it lasts for 30 days!

lets plan our way through these 30-days to ensure that this pillar becomes so strong it can withstand anything that might come for the next 335 days (365 - 30 days) unti the next round of 'piling' comes - that if we live that long!

Lets plan our recitation of His Book (if possible 1 juzuk one day..but lets try to understand what is it that we are reciting, May Allah lets us learn the knowledge in the Quran. amin! ), our remembrance of His Names, our Charity to give away, our obligatory Prayers time and supererogatory Prayers like the Tarawih Prayers, and many other good deeds we plan to do during this Holy month of Ramadhan.

plan the plan, now walk the plan dearest sisters and brothers :)

Now, fasting is not just about preventing ourself from eating food from dawn to dusk.

"O you who believe! fasting is prescribed to you as it was to those before you, that you may (learn) self-restraint"

(Al-baqarah 2; 183)

Acts of eating and drinking during the day, sleeping excessively, gossiping, wasting time, listening to music and many many more 'lagha activities' do actually need a lot of will power in order to self-restraint ourselves from doing it.

in a simple way, we are the ones who are going to stop ourselves from doing such acts during Ramadhan.

in another word "self-restraint"

learning to self-restraint means self-control, self-disciplined, setting that strength of mind after 11 months of Syaitan inter-twining with our daily activities. This is us now alone. Re-disciplinaring our ownself. Saying no to the usual yes.

Fasting doesnt only benefits you from the health aspect but also in a way of building ones personality.

Meaning transforming us into a person who has a very strong positive mental strength, insyaAllah :)

Imagine the new us after 30-days?

now, dont forget to say your niat:

نَوَيْتُ صَوْمَ غَدٍ أَنْ أَدَاءِ فَرْضِ رَمَضَانَ هَذِهِ السَّنَةِ لِلَّهِ تَعَالَ

to beloved family and friends, far and near :)

oh Allah, the Almighty and the Compassionate,

May This Ramadan be as bright as ever.May this Ramadan bring joy, health and wealth to you. May the festival of lights brighten up you and your near and dear ones lives. May this Ramadan bring in u the most brightest and choicest happiness and love you have ever wished for. May this Ramadan bring you the utmost in peace and prosperity. May lights triumph over darkness.May peace transcend the earth.May the spirit of light illuminate the world. May the light that we celebrate at Ramadan show us the way and lead us together on the path of peace and social harmony Wish you a very Happy Ramadan Mubarak =)

salam ramadhan,

blueberrysashay <3

muscatt meooew :D

2010-08-10T19:03:00.027+03:00

date : 28 -29 july 2010

departure : cairo international airport

transit : muscat meeow international airport

destination: kuala lumpur international airport

geng oman :))

dr kiri : robek, nyah, tiq toq, me, nanie, abil, zettie n ena + abe ena

dri cairo >>>>>muscat

muscat international airport, oman

dinner at weee hours of the morning :D

tempat menunggu..

telah masuknye waktu subuh bgi kawasan muscat dan yang sewaktu dgnnya :))

facilities! p/s: dont mind the rubbish..hee

cam-whoring ..teehee

more of it

and mooorrrrrrreeee.. weee :D

nani mkn cheesssseee..hee :]]

kak nagwa <3 href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_w-YdpclfYHs/TG2AxcBbYEI/AAAAAAAAANE/qC3H7Oy8l4Y/s1600/10TH.JPG">

ablution rooom.... freaking bersih!

surau yg luas dan selesa

toblerone stall..

in flight entertainment

upon arriving in kuala lumpur...

take care oke sume!!!

enjoy your summer break :))

jmpe di zagazig..hee

blueberrysashay <3

would you marry you?

2010-05-03T11:57:00.004+03:00

بسم لله الرحمن الرحيم

would you marry you?

would you befriend you?

would you brother you?

would you sister you?

would you father you ?

would you mother you?

interesting you think?

mindblogging huh??

its always the common "would you marry me? would you befriend me? yada yada yada"

now theres some food for the thought ; )

have a thought at these questions and try to make a diffference ; )))

what's your say people?

p/s: tomorrow is the last day of practical test (physiology)

all the best peeps :))

may Allah guides us with the best guidance..amin.

blueberrysashay

safe zone?

2010-04-30T18:15:00.000+03:00

run any where you think you're safe.

but believe me

" buat jahat di balas jahat, buat baik di balas baik"

tp

kalau buat baik di balas jahat mgkn kebaikan tu xsetulus hati.

get a life and learn.haha

randomness.

an apple a day, keeps the doctor away..

2010-03-31T15:15:00.000+02:00

" make me laugh my heart out,

with your silly jokes,

your crazy wacky wits all night long,

i'll forget you hurt me deep"

bluebrrysashay ; )

p/s :arin's coming in sept.i'm effing happy..;D

p/ss: c's syikin..sanah helwa ya gamil..20th ;)

finals

2010-03-25T04:13:00.014+02:00

practical

2 may 2010- anatomy
3 may 2010- histology
4 may 2010- biochemistry
5 may 2010- physiology

oral

24 may 2010- anatomy
2 june 2010- biochemistry
17 june 2010- physiology
24 june 2010- histology

written

20 may 2010- anatomy
1 june 2010- biochemistry
13 june 2010- physiology
23 june 2010- histology
28 june 2010- english

wow.then.insyaAllah.there will be about a month left before taking the plane back home for hols.cant wait. ; )))

frankly speaking, i am freaking scared that i wont ace my exams.not for the second time.no sir!( big exams) and i dread thinking the aftermath of the flunking any papers. ; /

"Oh, Allah the Almighty and the Compassionate.

we seek your guidance and blessings.

ease all matters for my friends and I,

make us whole and strong to face and the exams period,

make us not forget you even in comfort nor affliction

make us wise and bright.

oh Allah, help us in gaining success in this world and hereafter..

mumtaz for finals! amin!"

study smart dear friends,

make the best of what we have,

the ummah is counting on us.and we are the winning team!

our success is the ummah's future.

"if there's will, hence there are always ways ; )"

blueberrysashay ;)

2010-03-22T06:00:00.000+02:00

"if it was meant to happen.then it will.sooner or later"

blueberrysashay ;)

2010-03-20T06:10:00.001+02:00

بسم لله الرحمن الرحيم

There is no God but Allah, the Mighty and the Clement one. there is no God but Allah, Lord of the Great Throne. there is no God but Allah, Lord of Heavens and Lord of the Earth and Lord of the Throne, most gracious. Everliving.Everlasting. There is no God but you: and in your mercy we seek succor.

-prayer to release worry, trouble and grief

blueberrysashay ;)

imtihan, exam, peperiksaan ;)

2010-01-23T17:40:00.000+02:00

bismillahirahmanirahim ;)

Assalamualaikum semua ;) cewah mcm rmi ple ..hhee

baiklah..

sempena minggu imtihan yang bakal kmi hdpi sebelum kami dapat menghabiskan mase pada winter break nnt..

telah diadakan solat hajat dan dhuha berjemaah oleh ahlul imarah ahdar,salam sidnawi.

alhmdllh semua nye berjalan lncar,

asal nye start kul 8 pgi..

tp heheh..

lmbt ckit nek..

bwk carpet sume

almaklum la..

musim sejuk di sutuh sgt sejuk.

tiles dy membekukan kaki..

hehe

dgn nikmat angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa tpi sejuk menusuk jge..hehe

kami pun berjemaah bersama diimami oleh kak muslihah ;) dgn memohon kepada Allaht S.W.T agar dipermudahkan urusan dunia mahupun akhirat.amin.

(*terasa mcm sdg bwt umrah time winter..hehe*)

pling hampir ini,..

tentulah minggu imtihan kmi..

24- histo

28- anat

1- phisyio

3- biochem

selain daripada makanan yg enak yg telah disediakn oleh syaqah len dan air teh yg enak oleh ainal amira n nur izzatie *shaqah 6..rumah sy..hehe*

kami jge dijamu dgn santapan rohani di pagi jumaat yg indah n mulia ini..

santapan rohani ini telah disampaikn oleh kak chik*pelajar farmasi thn 1*

antara juadah-juadah yg enak di consume adlah mengnai

1. kita adalah ibarat kereta

kenape kereta, em well,kereta ni walau hebat mane pun jenama dy,gaya dy,warne dy and etc. at the end of the day, ia masih perlu di isi ngn minyak agar dia dpt berfungsi n kembali dipandu ;)

same goes to us, kita manusia..manusia perlukan makanan dunia : jelly chessecake, nasi pattaya, soya bean, murtabak, laksa johor, berry iced blended, tembikai susu, black forest.. bla bla bla..hehe *sebenarnye sume ni sy teringin sgt nk mkn..hehe, okeyh minus the jelly cheesecake..sbb sy dh buat* : )

tapi dalam badan kite ni bkn nye tubuh ini sahaja yg perlu kan makanan.. roh di dalam nye juga memerlukan ia jge..

misalnye,, klu kte rase perut kte lapar.. tanda nye..perut bernyanyi-nyanyi,, smbil tu mgkn dy memberi isyarat yg lbih sikit klu kte wat xtau je yg dia pinta diisi..hehe

klu roh kte pula lapar..akn timbul tanda2 seperti resah gelisah...hati xtenang..sume kte bwt xkena..

ad je nk marah org dan sebagainye*kdg2 ini jge tanda2 PMS..ehhe* tu tandanye..jiwa kite..roh kite ni lapr..perlukan suapan makanan yg bejizi n berzat *wow*

so, dlm pada hri2 kte menghirup oxygen ciptaaan Allah S.W.T.. n menyuap makan sedap2 ke dalam perut kte..

jgn ple kte lpe utk memberi mkn kpd jiwa kte atau roh kte..

klu dlm xkuat..mcm mane luar nk kuat? tul x..

so,bykkn berzikr,istighfar,mmbc al Quran n melakukan perkara2 yg menenangkan jiwa..moga kita dirahmati Yang Maha Esa. hati tenag, jiwa pun tenteram.. nk study pun easy je.. klu x.tension sane tension sini dan etc..

mesyi?

dalam pada itu, kte jgn lpe hablumminallah, hablumminnas..

hubungn ngn Allah dan hubgn ngn manusia..

dua- hbgn ni.. mesti kte jge ngn elok. n sebaik yag boleh ok sahabat2 sekalian..

hubgn kit ngn Allah..

"klu kte x jage elok2, bgimane kt nk berhbg kdgn Allah..solat xjge..quran xdbc..zikrullah jrg..

ap lgi? hidup kte ni milik Allah..

semua yg kte dpt ni..

even tubuh badan kite ini..adlah nikmat yg diberi pinjam..

klu kte xbersyukur dgn nikmat ni..

bel2 mase je Allah bleh amik blk..

bygkan kowunk ni mmg top ranking la beb dlm senarai segala senarai..

tp sbb lpe habbluminAllah..

sglenye itu xmustahil hilng dlm sekelip mate..

maka,

marila kte semua.

bersyukur atas ap yg kita ad,

bwt yg Allah suruh. n tgglkn yg dilarang,

Allah ini maha Penerima Taubat..

maka jgn la kte teragak2 utk memohn taubat..

tp berigt2 la slps itu

tmbhn ple,,sgle ilmu yg kitta sedng tuntut ni. adlah ilmu Allah..tanpa keberkatan dari Nya..mcm mane kte nk dpt ilmu tu...keberkatan ilmu itu penting..klu x, payah jge kte ni.. x lupe jge kebrkatan hidup kita ni..

bayangkan kamu nk pinjam sesuatu. tp tuan dy tu kamu tdk hormat. klu pun dy bgi pnjm. ikhlas ke?

*peringataan utk diri saya jge*

hablumminnas

hugbn sesama manusia pun kte kne jge

kdg2 tanpa kite sedari dlm gurau senda sehari2..bual bicara kte..

kte telah mengguris hati manusia disekeliling kite.

mgkn hakikat luaran kelhatan tenang, xmarah pun.. gelak je same2 ngn kte..

tp deep down inside..

kte xtau..

kte dh dpt saham scra xlangsung sbb sktkan hati dy..

klu kt x mnx maaf..

dosa tu bkl menghantui kite ok!

"kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga"

mgkn sbb kte tersktkn hati teman td tu..

kt xdpt jwb exam ke..

mne le tau en..

bkn sahabat2 je,

ibu bapa kte yg nun berada di rumah itu?

lgi la.

enth byk mne mrk telah terasa dgn tindakan ngn kate2 kte..

dhla dri kecik jge kte..

minx maaf la byk2 ngn mrk..

mohon berkat dri mrk

*rindu sgt kat umi ngn abah*

so..

same2 kte pelihara habluminallah n hablunminannas kte ;)

maka..

kawan2, sahabat handai,, guru-guru.. n semua pembaca blog ;)

sy memohon kemaafan kpd semua atas pa2 kesalahn pd kalian..

maafkn sy..

n doakn sy dpt mmenjawab exam ngn sebaiknye...

amin.

ps; insyaAllah, esk lps hbis exam histo.. sy smbg blk tazkirah pgi jumaat itu..

byk lgi..

tp buku pun byk lgi jge menunggu..huhu..

assalamualaikum

blueberrysashay<3

kalau malas ap jd? kalau rajin ap jd? o.0

2010-01-18T02:52:00.004+02:00

bismillahirrahmanirahim ;)

"cita-cita adalah jalan kejayaan,

kesungguhan ialah kenderaannya"

(cant help it.addicted to books). hehe. seperti di bawah:

beberapa perkara yang sy pelajari dri buku ini:(gler skema ayt aku)

sifat malas adalah penyebab kehancuran masa hadapan.

hayati doa ini:

" segala puji bagi Allah yang mendidikku,

Dan menghilangkan kebutaan mataku dan

yang menunjukkan jalan yang lurus,

Zyang memuliakanku dan meneguhkan hujahku.

Selawat dan salm tetap dicurahkan kepada

Nabi Muhammad s.a.w,

Sebaik-baik makhluk keturunan manusia,

kepada keluarga,sahabat-sahabatnya yang mulia,

dan seterusnya orang yang berjalan di jalanya

dan mengikutinya.

Aku berlindung kepada Allah S.W.T daripada rendahnya cita-cita,

lemahnya tekad,

hinanya tujuan,

buruknya tabiat dan longlainya jiwa,

semoga Allah swt sentiasa memberkati seislamku, aku berlindung kepada Allah yang Mulia sebagai tuhan kita,

Daripada kelemahan dalam berusaha atau malas"

merumus kunci-kunci kejayaan dalam format yang mudah, ringkas dan padat.

kejayaan tidak datang bergolek..apatah lagi berterbangan

usaha yang tinggi sgt penting..

لَهُ ۥ مُعَقِّبَـٰتٌ۬ مِّنۢ بَيۡنِ يَدَيۡهِ وَمِنۡ خَلۡفِهِۦ يَحۡفَظُونَهُ ۥ
-
مِنۡ أَمۡرِ ٱللَّهِ‌ۗ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ لَا يُغَيِّرُ مَا بِقَوۡمٍ
-
حَتَّىٰ يُغَيِّرُواْ مَا بِأَنفُسِہِمۡ‌ۗ
-
وَإِذَآ أَرَادَ ٱللَّهُ بِقَوۡمٍ۬ سُوٓءً۬ا فَلَا مَرَدَّ لَهُ ۥ‌ۚ
-
وَمَا لَهُم مِّن دُونِهِۦ مِن وَالٍ

“Bagi tiap-tiap seorang ada malaikat penjaganya silih berganti dari hadapannya dan dari belakangnya, yang mengawas dan menjaganya (dari sesuatu bahaya) dengan perintah Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah tidak mengubah apa yang ada pada sesuatu kaum sehingga mereka mengubah apa yang ada pada diri mereka sendiri dan apabila Allah menghendaki untuk menimpakan kepada sesuatu kaum bala bencana (disebabkan kesalahan mereka sendiri), maka tiada sesiapapun yang dapat menolak atau menahan apa yang ditetapkanNya itu dan tidak ada sesiapapun yang dapat menolong dan melindungi mereka selain daripadaNya. Al-Rad; (11)”

wallahualam.

blueberrysashay <3

final destination

2010-01-16T01:06:00.000+02:00

Assalamualaikum peeps ;)

how r u doing?
ur stdy,life, work,ibadah?

im hoping everyone is fine insyaAllah..
doing better than yesterday..hee

em..
tooday..
just a little food for the brain and soul..
comsume it well ,,

Have u ever realised about this..

the day we were born.
the first time we heard the azan from our dad or uncle or brother or granfather.

we have a final destination already drawn on our *map*

and verily..
either we're noticing it or not.
we are near to reaching it.

with all the small and big signs rising..

emm..

prepare urself with adequate amount of amal soleh,sadaqah, and beneficial knowledge..

so it may help us to reach the real destination easier ;)

lets us revise our past..
and clear up all the wrong things we have done with taubah.
and add up our zikrullah,recitation of the Quran (syafaah during Qiamah), solah and etc..
insyaAllah..

(may Allah bless his guidance for us and our families and friends)

Waallahualam.

blueberrysashay <3

kau aku

2010-01-13T05:08:00.001+02:00

Tolong ingatkan si dia. Aku terpikat kerana imannya bukan rupa. Tolong ingatkan si dia. Aku lebih cintakan zuhudnya bukan harta. Tolong ingatkan si dia aku kasihinya kerana akhlaqnya.

Tolong tegur si dia, bila dia mula mengagungkan cinta manusia. Tolong tegur si dia, bila dia tenggelam dalam angan-angannya. Tolong tegur si dia, andai nafsu mengawal fikirannya.

Tolong sedarkan si dia. Aku milik Yang Maha Esa. Tolong sedarkan si dia. Aku masih milik keluarga. Tolong sedarkan si dia, tanggungjawabnya besar kepada keluarganya.

Tolong sabarkan si dia, usah ucap cinta di kala cita-cita belum terlaksana. Tolong sabarkan si dia, andai diri ini enggan dirapati kerana menjaga batasan cinta. Tolong sabarkan si dia, bila jarak menjadi penyebab bertambah rindunya...

blueberrysashay<3

2010-01-12T05:12:00.001+02:00

assalmualaikum semua ;)

post hari ini.. :

Diriwayatkan daipada Abu Umamah ra, katanya: Aku medengar Rasulullah S.A.W. bersabda:: “Bacalah Al-Qur’an kerana dia akan datang pada hari Kiamat sebagai juru syafaat bagi pembacanya.” (Riwayat Muslim)

SURAH AL-DUKHAN
Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W. "Barangsiapa membaca surah Ad-Dukhan di waktu malam maka meminta ampun baginya 70,000 Malaikat di waktu pagi."(H.R. al-Tirmidzi) 4- SURAH AL-MULK Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W. Barangsiapa membaca Surah Al-Mulk sebelum tidur nescaya Allah SWT akan membebaskannya dari azab kubur. 5- Barangsiapa membaca Surah Al-Ikhlas sebanyak 10 kali Allah SWT akan membangunkan untuknya sebuah istana di syurga.

waallahualam.

t8 cre peeps,
blueberrysashay <3

signboards n crazy drivers?

2009-10-18T19:33:00.003+02:00

haha..
dlam byk bercerita..
terlupa ple..
kat mesir ni mcm xde peraturan jalan raya..
hahaha

pemandu nyer sgt sgt laju..
n bleh je nmpk bdk2 bwk tuttut, n kereta kuda la..
lori yg rendah tu pun ad gak..

klu kat malaysia ni..
sng je la bdk nk pas exm memandu..
haha..

xde jejantas..
org men lintas je ske2..
pandai pandai la pemandu nk meng agak jarak..
tp mmg terror la dyorg ni..

mcm dlm post yg dulu..
kan saya ad kate.
yg kwn sy hampir dilanggar tremco.
tp alhmdulliah x..
huhu..

nnt smbg story lgi..

nk g bc buku..
esk anat kuliah n prctical..
till then t8 cre sygss.. ;)

love,

blueberry sashay

I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light, you make me appreciate my life

2009-10-14T20:37:00.003+02:00

after a month in zagazig,egypt ;D

15/09/09
the journey begun.
flew at 3.15am malaysia.
arrived 11.30pm malaysia.

i arrived in egypt.nearly 5.30 pm at cairo airport.
nervous+excitement

zagazig-9.00pm
night in zagazig seems so scary.(first impression)

on the way naek nk cri rumah mne bakalan rumah saya.
ain memanggil.
n hey.itu rumah saya smpi skarang.
mlm tu.tertanye umh mane spttnye utk sy.bersyukur xmsk umh tu..huhu

tertido disejadah slps solat isyak.

esknye..sumenye bermula.mahattah first time.
beli brg2 rumah sume.

a new step taken.

hari2.pi jln2.mahattah,ziraah,komiyah,mubarrah,hehe.
lme2 dh pndi tawar menawar sume.hee

aesop di sini terbaik!

then ad orientasi pada ari terakhir ramadhan.
terigt pule orientasi di ILIM pada first ramadhan dulu.

solat raya di stadium zagazig ngn mak mak arab :D
mskkn yg nicy nicy di pagi raya .
survived without any tears.

sambutan raya di dpmz.sangat fun!
byk activity.
mkn rendang kambing ;D

orientasi kedua bersama organisasi perubatan zagazig.
byk ilmu diperoleh.

sambutan raya di cairo ple.
membeli-belah di hussein.best gler!
blk zagazig mlm..nek keteapi.
pengalaman yg xkn dilupakn.kak senior pun xpenah nek kete api.

tour around faculty of medicine.
museum anatomy sgat besar!

first time mkn crib.
crib ini adlh special kerana tidak terdapat di tmpt laen selain zagazig..wee

pub trnsport here dipanggil tremco.
pemandunya yg sgt cekap.
selaju mne pun mrk.mesti smpt break in time n xkn terlanggar even a few inches awy from org tu.
haha.
first time nek.mabuk kut.tp rase mcm whoa! hohho.
even had an experience whereby my housemate was just a blink of the eye from being knock down by the tremco.
tp Allahu Akbar.
the tremco sempat berhenti in time.
my heart was pumping hard.

kat sini pun ad kfc.
selain tu mo'men mcm mcD, pizza parradise mcm pizza hut. alexandria pizza,
chicken rock yg mcm ayamas.haaha

cheesecake plg sdp kat mo'men.
n i thought xkan jumpe cheesecake kat zagazig..hehe
last meal b4 fly sebln yg lalu ialah blueberry cheessecake kat coffee bean..hehe

mknn mmg sgt murah di dsini.tp xabis lgi explore mknn.ad shish la.kebab la n mcm2 lgi.

then class starts.
3/10/09
dtg2 uni.ad taklimat pendek.and diumumkan.hari ni xde class.hehe

4/10/09
dtg lgi uni.then diberitahu bahawa class will officially start next week.

5/10/09
dtg jge uni.sbb bkn sume subjek start next week.
mcm ikhwat, mereka dh start blaja anatomy.

first day blaja anatomy!
prof. yg sgt best. menerangkan hingga pasti kmi betul2 phm.
prof ibrahim ;D
always quoting "excellent female malaysian students bla..bla..bla.."hehe

prof physio pun best..ulang smpi phm.qouting" understand? no? ok repeat again with me." and this is like 3-4 times.

histo n biochem pun ok jge!

as our senoirs said..the profs here love malaysian students..hehe ;)

6 days of class n holiday on friday.
starts as early as 9 in da mrning and ends as late as 3 in the evenig

my class has 58 female dctrs-to-be insyaallah ;D

so kami group laen ngn male dctrs-to-be.

cc dekat je.
trn je bwh imarah.
ad kedai jual sume bende.ayam.ikan.sayuran.snacks sume.

by the way,kat cini,air gas is like their minuman wajib hari-hari..

ad jge melalui pengalaman yg xbez.tp hey. experience makes us stronger.

cabbage kat cini gigantic ok! siyesly..

ardul kinanah, my second home ;D

sebulan sudah berlalu..bertahun-tahun bakal mendatang.. ;D

Setahun hanya sekali, syawal datang lagi

2009-09-20T23:04:00.001+02:00

salam aidilfitri dari ardul kinanah ;)

dari saya nor aishah binti mohd nasaruddin.

pelajar perubatan tahun pertama di universiti of zagazig,mesir.

selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin semua!

umi abah afirah afif anas..

tok yah.tok chah,tok mail, cik ajib, cik nuar n family,

cik riza n family, auntie lina n family, cik rashid n family,

cik ijal n family, cik ayie n family

akk mnx ampun..mnx maaf..

doakan akk berjaya disini.. ;)

rindu huu..

nadhirah, hidayah, kembang rabiatul..

sheril,bib,seha,qistina..

kak farra, kak tya. kak syikin, kak asy,cikgu atul

halimah,hazirah,aminatuz,,afiqah,aini,fatin nadia,nadia nordin,

kechik,rai,zati, DIA 1D, bdk level 12,

ary,kak aishah, kak jun, kak gie,abg nuar, mr walter,kasturi,shahril.syamil,nandu,aishah

furqon,fendi,fizi,firdaus,paan,iqbal,nazmie,azraii,fickry,aizuddin,adib,

affrrin,arina,diba,rohana,tasha,ain,syina,fiera,tiara,erni,siti,mira midon,nas,

guru-guru dan sesiape yg mengenali..

serta..

sks7, smkdu,asdutarians, uitm lendu,mph-ians,

selamat hari raya.maaf zahir batin

mnx maaf kowunk..

semua salah silap

terkasar bahasa

tergurau lebih

tersakit hati

hehe..

study rjn2..

keje rjn2

nnt kte jmpe lgi..

insyaAllah

t8 cre.

"moga hari-hari mendatang kalian lebih baik dari hari ini, insyaAllah ;)"

"raya di ardul kinanah"

"l to r: housemates:zalikha,shatrah,abil,me,attiqah,izzatie,farhani"

mia: ainal amirah (beraya di rumah bakan kelantan)

"solat raya di stadium zagazig"

"solat raya di stadium zagazig"

"nicy nicy foods di pagi raya ;D"

Mengejar mimpi ,yang pasti akan aku, selalu merasa kehilangan mu, ku akan tunggu saat bertemu, tiada henti

2009-09-15T22:27:00.002+02:00

assalamualaikum ;)

hehe..
so today is the day that i kind of have been waiting for..
huhu..today 15 sept 2009..

me.. nor aishah binti mohd nasaruddin..am gonna leave my family and friends to spread my wings to the land of anbiya's..
i woke up late today as i did not sleep last night after having to rearrange my luggage.

okeyh..so by 12 oclock id finished packing..gotten ready..then abah sent me to kl sentral with afirah..i wasnt exactly feeling really sad at that time..pure ly..numb.hm..what can i say.

then abah called and said there was a chnge in plans..
afirah and i are suppose to go straight to klia.
bought klia express tickets, and it took 28 minutes for us to arrive there..
when we arrived they hadnt yet..so kmi lepaking at the balai bertemu for like one hour..huhu.

then umi abh smpi.

solat asar.

beli mknn berbuka..

blk hotel..

nek buggy..haha lju gler kot..ngehee..

bke pose ngn umi abh..adk2.

.mse tu rase sedeh sndiri je la..org len relax je..

then wat last check..

nk tukar mcm mcm bju la..haha..

last pki jubah..

then sddnly aizuddin msg..

dy kate nk dtg ngn fido ngn paan.hehe

rase sernk ple..kak farra xdpt dtg..dy dh ngis2 dh call afiq..
tp mak dy xbg nk wat cane..
zarip slh tarikh plak..aduyai

cll..rmi sgt org xsmpi ad xsempat call blk..berazam utk cntct blk ble dh ad intrnt..huhu
skali paan ngn fido smpi gak..huhu.
dyorg ajk dayah..tp dayah xleh dtg.terharu jge la.
then borak2 ngn dyorg...
dh selesai sume checkin..

dpt boarding pas.time tu dh kul 1.30.
.everybody else were like still lepaking ngn family dyorg..

but me..

abh dh suro me utk check in..
dy tkt ak lmbt..
said bye bye kat fido ngn paan..

then salam abh..relax lgi..
salam umi..she started to cry..
n i suddenly dropped a tear..huhu..
then afirah started crying when she salam me..n hugged me hard.
afif too.

i kissed them for the last time.lambai n turun...huhu..

sedeh kot..broke my promise kat a nice friend of mine dh..haha..

n xtau cne nk msk gate..dh jln dh..abh..pggl blk..hehe..klaka..

2 kli mcm tu..
then ..i was gone into the gate to nek the train to the kapal terbang thingy..
told a nice friend of mine that he owed me 2 packets of daim hehe..
he was sad that he even said tht he was crying.

then i called abah to tell him that i'ved reach the departure gate..C23
and he was worried that i was thirsty, so he told me to go n find some drinks and food if i was hungry..

so iwalked and walked..well most of the shops were closed..

luckily there was a coffee bean cafe..

so i went there..in my mind was the one and only..blueberry chessecake..hehe..

kind of tamak jge la..one big chefs tuna sandwich..2 bottles of mineral water and a slice of blueberry chesecake..

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....i thought that hey this is my last time..hehe

dh mkn cake je dh kenyanyg..time tu..noddy call..borak ngn dy sume..huhu.

then call kak farra.sedehnye time tu.

rmi jge xdpt msg n call dyorg.

sorry friends..

i'll get back to you soon.

then nek kapal terbang
pada jam 3.15 pagi.
kapal terbang berlepas.

lme jge dlm kapal terbang smpi xtau dh nk wat pa lgi..
huu..

then transit kat kuwait dekat 8 jam.
baru kembali menuju destinasi sebnr..
5jam kemudian smpi la mesir bumi anbiya'.

time tu dh petang kat mesir..nk mgrib dh..

smpi umh pun dlm kul 9..

exausted sungguh..

smpi tertido di sejadah lepas solat isyak.

keyh..jmpe lgi kwn2..

cairo airport time mgrib

09/09/09

2009-09-10T05:40:00.003+02:00

too happy to even want to let go ;(

owh,bgimane ini..?

"twinkle twinkle little star,
how i wonder what you are,
up above the world so high,
like a diamond in the sky,
twinkle twinkle little star,
how i wonder what you are"

starz..keep on twinkling for years to come okeyh.. ;D

what is there more to say..
im wordless.

ramadhan 11th

2009-09-02T11:26:00.001+02:00

assalamualaikum.. ;D

we just came back from visiting tok yah,tok chah, tok mail and a few uncles and aunties..
location: kg melayu majidee, bandar baru uda

since im gonna fly on the 15th of sept..
which means theres 14 days to go..
im not gonna get the chance to see them on hari raya =.=
not only them..umi,abah,anas,afirah and afif too..boohoo

raya di perantauan..ececeh..

it was supposed to be a 2 hour long journey from melaka to kota damansara..
but then it took us..5 hours.
it was already raining when we woke up for sahur..and continued until noon..
we had to stop at the Rehat and Rawat afew times..
abah couldnt see the road..
plus the road:extremely slippery = danger!

well..i slept throughout the the 5 hours..
hehe..
hujan..nk wat cane en..tido la ;D

arriving home.
shock!
ahah.
shock!
the kitchen's ceiling... ;(
water was dripping..
the floor was like banjir setinggi 3.5cm
turns out..
our upstairs neighbour had a leak in their saluran..
and it effected us too..

i helped umi abah clean up..
and in not more than 3 hours..everything was dried and cleaned..except..where the wter dripped..huhu..
called the plumber.
settle.

mlm..tesco ple..
afirah nk beli brg blik asrama.
smpi umah kul 12.25am..

everyone was damn tired today.
mostly umi and abah.
they were practically awake for 20 hours non sleep.
huu..
love them so much!

umi abah..
i'm gonna do awesomely in egpyt! insyaallah..
and make you happy ;D

till then enough said!
lets call it a day ;)

love,

blueberry sashay

prayer for ramadhan 12th:

"ALLAH, on this day, beautify me with covering and chastity, cover me with the clothes of contentment and chastity, let me adhere to justice and fairness, and keep me safe from all that i fear, by Your protection, O the Protector of the frightened"

ameen.

never say never

2009-08-01T18:30:00.002+03:00

well, today is the 1st of august..

"happy 18th burfday qistina!!"

i kind of skip bpkp today..hehe
and followed my family to a'famosa..
abah has a meeting held there..

it was raining the whole day..
no activites could be done..
and what sucks the most is that there aint no wireless connection..
duh..
i had, well we(afirah,afif and i) had to walk to tower 1 of d'savoy to log on to the internet..
we thought of renting some bikes, because it was only drizzling..
no harm ;D
but then, abah wasnt into the idea..
the roads were of course a bit slippery..
and cars are also droved on the same road..
so, we agreed not to rent unwillingly..huhu ;(

umi and abah left us at the lobby
whilst they went to buy some lunch for us..
we kind of gotten boring..
so went back to our tower..and sat at the lobby..
watching the rain fall..
fun at first..and then boring..

then we played with the lift..
we pushed every single button in the lift, so we'll stop at evry level..hehe

talking about boringness ha ;p

then we got tired and dizzy..
our eardrumss were drumming...haha
and our stomachs were rumbling

so, we concluded the best was just to sit in front of our suite and wait for umi and abah to come back..

about ten minutes later..they arrived with polysterynes of food..yum yum..

how happy were we to see them..ngeehee

abah then promised to bring us to the cowboy town..
haha..
the only fun thing for me was the fireworks and the parade..
the commercials were fake..
sorry to say.. ;D

we shot plenty of photos cause the ambience in the cowboy town was kind of colourful ..hehe

other than that,
i'm just plain tired.
physically and emotionally..
preparing for the worse to come..
im cold as ice..

what else is there to say..
enough said i guess..
lets call it a day!

blueberry sashay :)

life's a climb, but the view is wonderful

2009-07-29T14:24:00.002+03:00

numb.

numb.

numb.

numb.

numb.

numb.

numb.

numb.

thankful,alhmdulillah ;o

enough said.

what beautiful stars

2009-07-22T21:05:00.003+03:00

will distance ever change what we have?
will time takes its turn?
will the tide reduces the shore?

so its raining currently whilst i type this post..

everyones asleep..and i'm lost in my own thoughts.
whether to let go or not?
go with the flow is it?
or just hold on tight until the time comes where i have to really let go..
but maybe blisters had already develop..
all it'll become would be scars..

i've been asking myself questions after questions
but however being unable to answer any.

i dont know.
i'm confused.
i suddenly realise.
n then im lost again.

this departure will certainly take its toll on me.

i dont know if i could handle it.
everything depends on myself.
i do hope i can survive.
i know i will.
but how, i don't know.

i dont wanna let go. ;(
cause its gonna hurt so much.

i do hope the starz will alwiz shine up high..
even for years and years and years to come..
insyaAllah. ;)

im scared!
oh, God..do give me strength and wissdom to go through all this.ameen.

red polka dot umbrella in the drizzling rain ;(

2009-06-21T14:44:00.002+03:00

assalamualaikum peeps :)

sehat semuanye??
moge moge begitu la ea..hehe

em..
arini : "menangis boleh mencantikkan mata"

ak tlh ngis.
tp ak dpt payung polka dot arini.

nk gne lendu la nnt..gaga ;D

Last Day at MPH as C.S.A

2009-06-19T19:48:00.000+03:00

salam.. :)

huu..lap lip lap lip lap..
4 bulan dh berlalu..
arini 20/june/09..
therefore ari last kat mph..
suppose to pulangkan uniform arini..
tp bru bsh bju kul 4 pgi..
heehe..
subuh baru spin..
dh sidai dh..
pkr kul 8 nnt msti leh kering..
sangkaanku meleset sme skali..
xkering...huwa!!

so,pi keje pki bju kurung..
sume org kate meriah bju ak..huhu..
arini ak cashier dri morning smpi blk..
allhmdulillah xde short time cashout.. ;)
gumbira hati ini..

break mkn kat annur..
xde nsi putih..tp abg buaya bgi..
tu pun slps dimnx yk kali..haha ;D
sume org diam je time mkn..
nmpk sgt kelaparan melanda.
hahaha..

blk tu mrk ajak mkn kat an nur..
mmg annur je la ktorg lepak..
last..
pasni rsenye ak xmkn lgi kat situ..xsempat dh..
byk lgi xsiap..
mdcl chckup xwat lgi..
yuran xbyr lgi..
huhu..
byk lgi ni..
xmaen2..
tp smbil lewa..
di mane semangat ku ini???

xkelihatan ;(

em..rase sebak time salam ngn kak aishah n ary..
terase kasih sayang..klu ak xperasan sendiri la..hehe
sbb sjk last2 ni..ak rapat ngn mrk..
huhu..
xleh thn duk ngn dyorg..asyk gelak je..
haha..
smpi skt pipi la keadaannye..

mcm2 dh jd sejak ak msk mph curve.
dri yg ske ke yg duke..
then byk jge yg ak pelajari dlm sehari-hari bekerja.
perkara2 kecil yg tibe2 menimbulkan persoaln utk di cari jwpnnye
dan sebagainye..
4 bulan penuh makna n kesedaran..

mlm nye..
umi abh amek kat ikano..
mrk pi bli camera bru..huhu..
dahtu..
singgah lgi kat mamak b4 smpi umah..
huhu..
esk afirah nk blk oztel dh..
heih..
cpt sgt..
sume org dh membesar!
suddenly..ak terpikir..
bile ak mkin dewasa..umi abh mkin tua..
ajal maut x mengenal usia atau mase atau tmpt..
ak sayu..sedeh ple nk pi smbg blaja...
the last time ak xdpt bwt umi abh happy..
tp skali gagal..bkn selamanya gagal.. ;)

umi,abah,adk2..i never say it out loud..
but deep inside i love all of you so much..alwiz and forever.
mge keluarga kita dirahmati Allah..

4 exercises to sharpen your brain

2009-06-01T19:25:00.000+03:00

Think of your brain as a muscle: It gets stronger with exercise. Your everyday mental tasks are like walking, but how about a real workout? Try these simple exercises to boost your brain power and clear away the fog of forgetfulness.

1. Use your non-dominant handTackling new tasks improves brain capacity in younger people and has a restorative effect on mental faculties that are declining. Boost your brain power right now by performing everyday activities with your non-dominant hand. If you're right-handed, use your left hand to eat, drink, comb your hair, and brush your teeth. Try writing your name with your non-dominant hand or put your mouse pad on the other side of the keyboard. Why does this work? The human brain starts declining after the age of 30 especially in women with each successive pregnancy. By exercising your brain through the use of non-dominant hand, you are stimulating the opposite side of the brain and activating blood flow, which slows down the brain aging process and improves mental capacity. Evidence from functional brain imaging shows that the process of neuroplasticity -- the brain's natural ability to form new connections -- can be enhanced by studying new things, especially hand-eye coordinated exercises like developing the use of your non-dominant hand and practicing visualization meditation. For an effective guided visualization that will also increase your years, check out Meditations to Live to Be 100.
Stimulating communication between the two hemispheres even helps physical balance. Mind-body exercises like tai chi coach people to use the right and left side of the body equally. Try switching it up in sports. For instance, in tennis, switch the racquet to your non-dominant side and play.

2. Work out your brainYou have to use it or lose it! You can work out your mind just like you work out your body. Mental exercises that will keep your brain fit include doing crossword puzzles, playing chess, or memorizing names, shopping lists, and phone numbers. When I was a young boy, to keep my brain function strong, my father had me memorize Tang Dynasty poetry. Every day I had to memorize a new poem and recite it back. Learn the words to a poem or a new song and repeat them back from memory. Set aside the calculator and add manually instead. Keep challenging yourself with tasks that are new to you.Whatever mental exercise you choose, the key to success is to practice every day at the same time; you are developing and activating new neural pathways, and consistent cycles will keep the brain on track.

3. Move your fingers to improve your brainMany people marvel that Asian children seem so intelligent. It could be because they use their fingers more frequently. They eat with chopsticks and at one time, they used to compute with an abacus in school. In fact, some studies have been done with children who use an abacus daily, and findings show that engaging the fingers stimulates nerve endings that go directly to the brain, increasing circulation. Take advantage of this by practicing motor activities that use your fingertips, like crocheting, knitting, and other arts and crafts where you are manipulating small parts. Try playing the piano or a stringed instrument. Here is an exercise you can do anywhere, at any time. Put one finger on top of the one next to it, then try to stack the next finger on top of that. Or hold a pencil or pen between your index and middle fingers, roll it over until it's balanced between the middle and ring fingers, then again to between the ring finger and pinky. This exercise has a beneficial impact on brain health for anyone at any age, but especially for people in their 40s, 50s and beyond -- when signs of brain aging starts to set in.
Why does this work? A map of the brain shows that the nerve endings on your fingertips correspond to more areas of the brain than any other body area, except perhaps the tongue and lips. Therefore, finger exercise and movements can be useful in stimulating the neurons in the brain. The National Institute of Mental Health conducted experiments that showed finger exercises enlarged the capacity of the participants' brains, increased connections between neurons, forged new neural pathways, and increased circulation to the brain areas. The researchers concluded that finger exercise contributed significantly to brain plasticity, the ability of the brain to renew itself. Increased circulation means more oxygen and nutrients for the brain cells and decreased waste products that clog up the brain.

4. Stimulate brain acuity with self-massageTo improve concentration and memory try this self-massage that stimulates two easy-to-find acupressure points on your neck at the base of the skull. Cross your hands behind you with the palms cradling the back of your head, your thumbs in the grooves on each side of your neck, and your index fingers crossing one another below the skull, just above the thumbs. Sit in a chair, lean your head back, and let it rest against the pressure of your thumbs and index fingers. Slowly inhale deeply through your nose and exhale through your mouth, letting your whole body relax. Do this for three to five minutes. You'll increase blood flow to the brain and at the same time relax the neck muscles, which often tense up in response to stress, constricting blood vessels in the area.

lets not let our brain drain ;)

11 jenis manusia didoakan malaikat

2009-05-31T19:15:00.000+03:00

11 Jenis Manusia Didoa Malaikat

www.iluvislam.com

PERCAYA kepada malaikat adalah antara rukun iman. Ada malaikat yang ditugaskan berdoa kepada makhluk manusia dan sudah tentu seseorang yang didoakan malaikat mendapat keistimewaan. Dalam hidup, kita sangat memerlukan bantuan rohani dalam menghadapi ujian yang kian mencabar. Bantuan dan sokongan malaikat sangat diperlukan. Ketika kita menghadapi masalah, kerumitan, keperluan dan bimbingan, bukan saja kita perlukan kekuatan doa dari lidah, tetapi juga sokongan malaikat.

Antara orang yang mendapat doa malaikat ialah:
1. Orang yang tidur dalam keadaan bersuci. Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, maksudnya:
"Sesiapa yang tidur dalam keadaan suci, malaikat akan bersamanya di dalam pakaiannya. Dia tidak akan bangun hingga malaikat berdoa: "Ya Allah, ampunilah hamba-Mu si fulan kerana tidur dalam keadaan suci."

2. Orang yang sedang duduk menunggu waktu solat. Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda maksudnya:
"Tidaklah salah seorang antara kalian yang duduk menunggu solat, selama ia berada dalam keadaan suci, kecuali kalangan malaikat akan mendoakannya: 'Ya Allah, ampunilah ia. Ya Allah sayangilah ia.'"

3. Orang yang berada di saf depan solat berjemaah. Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, maksudnya:
"Sesungguhnya Allah dan kalangan malaikat-Nya berselawat ke atas (orang) yang berada pada saf depan."

4. Orang yang menyambung saf pada solat berjemaah:Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, maksudnya:
"Sesungguhnya Allah dan kalangan malaikat selalu berselawat kepada orang yang menyambung saf."

5. Kalangan malaikat mengucapkan 'amin' ketika seorang imam selesai membaca Al-Fatihah. Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda maksudnya:
"Jika seorang imam membaca...(ayat terakhir al-Fatihah sehingga selesai), ucapkanlah oleh kamu 'aamiin' kerana sesiapa yang ucapannya itu bertepatan dengan ucapan malaikat, dia akan diampuni dosanya yang lalu."

6. Orang yang duduk di tempat solatnya selepas melakukan solat. Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, maksudnya:
"Kalangan malaikat akan selalu berselawat kepada satu antara kalian selama ia ada di dalam tempat solat, di mana ia melakukan solat."

7. Orang yang melakukan solat Subuh dan Asar secara berjemaah. Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda maksudnya:
"Kalangan malaikat berkumpul pada saat solat Subuh lalu malaikat (yang menyertai hamba) pada malam hari (yang sudah bertugas malam hari hingga Subuh) naik (ke langit) dan malaikat pada siang hari tetap tinggal. "Kemudian mereka berkumpul lagi pada waktu solat Asar dan malaikat yang ditugaskan pada siang hari (hingga solat Asar) naik (ke langit) sedangkan malaikat yang bertugas pada malam hari tetap tinggal lalu Allah bertanya kepada mereka: "Bagaimana kalian meninggalkan hamba-Ku?" Mereka menjawab: 'Kami datang sedangkan mereka sedang melakukan solat dan kami tinggalkan mereka sedangkan mereka sedang melakukan solat, ampunilah mereka pada hari kiamat.' "

8. Orang yang mendoakan saudaranya tanpa pengetahuan orang yang didoakan. Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, maksudnya:
"Doa seorang Muslim untuk saudaranya yang dilakukan tanpa pengetahuan orang yang didoakannya adalah doa yang akan dikabulkan. Pada kepalanya ada seorang malaikat yang menjadi wakil baginya, setiap kali dia berdoa untuk saudaranya dengan sebuah kebaikan, malaikat itu berkata 'aamiin dan engkau pun mendapatkan apa yang ia dapatkan.'"

9. Orang yang membelanjakan harta (infak). Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, maksudnya:
"Tidak satu hari pun di mana pagi harinya seorang hamba ada padanya kecuali dua malaikat turun kepadanya, satu antara kedua-duanya berkata: 'Ya Allah, berikanlah ganti bagi orang yang berinfak...'"

10. Orang yang sedang makan sahur. Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda maksudnya:
"Sesungguhnya Allah dan kalangan malaikat-Nya berselawat kepada orang yang sedang makan sahur."

11. Orang yang sedang melawat orang sakit. Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, maksudnya:
"Tidaklah seorang mukmin menjenguk saudaranya kecuali Allah akan mengutus 70,000 malaikat untuknya yang akan berselawat kepadanya di waktu siang hingga petang dan di waktu malam hingga Subuh."

p/s: Semoga kita tergolong dalam golongan yang didoakan oleh malaikat.Insyaallah.

One Tree Hill

2009-01-25T17:34:00.000+02:00

One of the best series ever!!

i love them (peyton,lucas,haley,nathan,brooke,jamie) gilerrr!!

but da most

i love james lafferty....*smiling broadly*

human resource department (hr)

2009-01-12T17:40:00.000+02:00

salam..
huu..
lme jge dh xupdate blog since last entry,
which is the first..
haha..
buzy n mls ckit..
.
so, ari ni pi giant ngn noddy n atul,
setelah kami begitu bersemangat untuk kerja sebagai cashier
yg gajinya rm 1oo a day n blk kul 8 mlm..
n just utk saturday n sundays only..
imagine..
4 saturday + 4 sundays = rm800 in just about 1 week equivalaent..
haha
the night before..
dah berangan-angan dh,,
tipa ari blk keje .
dpt rm 100..
save..save..save..
byk nye..
haha..
seronok!!!

keyh then reality check in..
huu..
ble dh smpi..
kmi agk lewat dri target la..

so,,, pi management office..
amek borang..
isi..isi..isi...
then xtau nk hantar katne..
then ad satu cupboard yg atas dy ad
in out basket to en..
ala yg biase ad kat office tu en..
ltk kat situ..
then atul usha usha la HR nyer..
dy kate hensem..
haha
tp ble dy kuar n bukak mulut dy..
heih..
btul la org ckp looks mybe deceiving..
bujet bgs je..
haha,,
konon nk psycho ktorg la tu..
huu..
then dy mrh..
tp ble pkr blk..
ad ckit btul ap yg dy ckp tu..
ahh..
then dy suro msk interview sorg2..
dyorg tolak ak dulu..
tp ak cuak, so terigt umi suro bc satu doa ni ble nervous..
tgh bc ni..dy jerit dri dlm..
msk interview seorg-seorng.phm x?
so.. ak msk..
tkt+cuak+semangat semua ad..
skali..
rpenyer kami bertiga ini tidak layak..
sebab blum 18 thn tepat..
dy check bufday..
sume jauh lgi..
dy xnk trime..
ak plead pd ketua dy..
ahah..
tp xdpt juuge..
dy kate policy syarikat.
tp dy kate klu ad keje kosong..
dy akn hubungi ktorg..
sbb parttime yg slalu bdk tggu result keje sume dh penuh..
huu..
sedeh weiyh..
siyes..

keyh...
thn jmpe kak tyaku n kwn dy..
kat kFc..
huu..srnk sgt dpt jmpe
..lme gler x jmpe dy..
borak2 ngn dy then ak pi mkn ngn noddy n atul..
kat the chicken rice shop..
plus dpt discount,,sbb kwn kak tya ad kat ctu..
hehe..
alhmdllh..
rezeki..
mkn..mkn...mkn...
then furqon call..
dy nk boarding the plane dh..
mmg btul2 nk msk dh..
huu..
said bon voyage..
adios sodiqi,,
n then dy take off too makkah nk wat umrah..
semoga perjlnn ibadah mrk sekeluarga berjalan lancar..
jmpe lgi dua minggu eh..insyaAllah ;)

ats sebb kami semua xdpt kej kat giant tu..
so,
kmi,,pi ikano,the curve,,n hampir sume kedai ktorg msk sume ktorg minx part time..
kut kut la ad rezeki..
otw nk pi ikano tu..
xdpt calll teksi..
so, terpaksa jln kuar dri kwsn giant ke jln besar..
bahaya weiyh..
sbb lori2 tu semua lalu kat situ..coz masih ad projek pembangnn kat situ...
okeyh..
ngh lintas jln ni..
ktorg joke2 la..
gelak2 sume..
haa,
skali kuar seekor monyet ak kate, beruk atul kate, kera noddy kate..
secara tetibe..
aiseh..
sume menjerit..
pliz imagine 3 org perempuan jerit serentak mcm mane..
haha..
rsenye monyet@kera@beruk tu rasenye lgu tkt kat ktorg..huu
klaka btul la..
alhmdllh x de kete time tu..
bwt nye terkejut, terjatuh kat jln raya,xpasl accidnt..
emm.
last skali nek bas je..

hee..
byk kedai masuk..hmpir sume la kmi mnx..
last stop..
aussino..
nmpk gaye mcm ad peluang utk dpt..
xpe tawakal je..
dh try cri..
ad rezeki insyaallah :)
huu..
hope dpt la..
nk duit..nk duit..hahah

so many things to buy but so little money in my purse ;(

at the end of the day,
my feets were killing me..
blk umh lps solat maghrib..
trus tetido..
hehe..
al maklumlah,,
satu giant ktorg pusing..
n ikano n the curve jge..
sian noddy,
kaki dy melecet..

dlm kul 10.30 bru bgn..
xsolat isyak lgi en..
em,begitulah hari yg sungguh bermacam kan..
haha

alhamdulillah ;)
keyh,
tu je..
esk nk pi pra L..
yeay! xsabar nk drive sendiri..
keyh, em..nite2..
toodlez
salam.

love,

blueberry sashay.

Bengkel Pra L (Teori = 3 jam)

2009-01-04T19:05:00.000+02:00

aloo..alooo.alooo..
so,
ari ni pgi-pgi dh bgn utk pi metro driving centre..
huu..
tp ari ni seorg jela..
nazmi dh xsame wktu ngn sy dh..
keyh..
so,bengkel teori pun dijlnkn..
alhmdllh cikgu dy klaka ..
klu sure ngntok..
haha,..
act dh ngntok sikit la.
tp t'igt pesan umi..
bengkel ni penting..
so, kembali ke alam reality..
catit nota mane2 yg penting.
n then berakihrlah..
bengkel teori arini..
unlike the others,
sy smbg amali kemudian sbb ckgu sy xdtg arini...

arini afirah blk asrama..
heiyh, pasni bosan la lgi duk umh ha..

lps smpi umh dri metro..
trus pi ou utk amik fon yg telah siap di baiki..
hee..
sgt srnk..
tp mslhnye..
receiptnye dh ilang..
heiyh,
tawakal je la msk kedai tu..
bila ckp kat salesman tu yg receipt xde..
dy kate xleh amek..
nsb sy ad sbt psl ic..
so, dy kate boleh..
hee..
alhmdllh =)
dpt amek fon jge..

keyh..
semlm furqon kate dy jmpe erin kat jusco..
sy pun pi la melawat erin ha..
then dpt ple jmpe trias for the first time..
borak2..
haha..
sy klu dh borak mesti non stop.. ;)

sy pun bertolak utk ke asduta..
sje nk wat suprise kat dak f5(arin,dib,fiera,erni,tiara,ain,syina,siti,kak pah,mira midon,nas,)..
hehe..
dorang xtau yg ak akn dtg arini..
dlm kul 7 sy smpi..
trus cri arin..
duk borak ngn dy smpi azan..
so nek ats..
hehe..
kesian dy..
dy plg xnk dom ngn mira midon..
tp akhirnya..
dy dpt..
xpela..
msti ad hikmah nye en..
think on the bright side.. ;)
then dinner skali ngn dyorg..
pak cik dwn mkn tu terkejut nmpk sy,,
dy igt sy teruskan bersekolah..
haahha..
klaka la pakcik 2..
then lps isyak..
join skali dyorg wat perjumpaan..
tp duk tepi je.
xde pun sampuk2..
heiyh,
xde pangkat dh kat sane..
heheh..
dlm kul sebls umi smpi...
so, blk umh..
tp b4 tu..singgah mamak jap..
abh nk mkn..
huhu..
akhirnya smpi umh kul 12.30..

wah..
arini,seronok btul..
pi bengkel, dpt fon,jmpe erin ngn trias..
tp yg pling4 best eala..lepak kat asduta...
owh...
rindu sgt kat asduta..
pasni no more tickname sume..
after shower,iron, mcm2 lgi..
hee,..

"asduta, u brought us together and thought us about life, hearts were bonded,

souls met and most importantly moments were cherished."

-blueberrysashay,0408-

love,

blueberrysashay

dreams,dreams,dreams

2008-12-21T17:27:00.000+02:00

okeyh..
here it goes..
first time blogging..
thanx to c's farra..*mmuahh*
she successfully persuaded me into blogging..hehe..*grins*

em..
about today..
since i'm left alone at home..
the others went out to buy school preparations..a.k.a school uniforms.etc.etc.
hehe..
my school days are over already..
no more bell rings,no more morning assembly's..

oh.but seriously.
i miss them.
well, its part and parcel of life right??
plus,
all the memories, friends n moments which we only collect during the school days.
as the cheetah girls say "cherish the moments, live for today"..
so for those still in school..do cherish the moments..
u won't realise that you don't have that much time to spend the last moments until graduation day arrives..
huhu..
okeyh..enough2..
making myself sad..

carrying on..
so today..
i figured out some of the
places in future to be visited..hee(insyaAllah):
makkah n madinah
crown hill's, ashford
vancouver,canada
ottawa,canada

by the dr n the pharmacist ;)

tp..fulus..
fulus xde..
so, kene save byk2..
hrp2 dpt schlrship..
agar target dpt dicapai dgn lebih cpt..
hee ;)

till then,
god bless.
toodlez..